So...I have finally figured out a plan.

I plan on going ahead and taking my 2 weeks of vacation at the beginning of April...the first week being dedicated to getting ready to go to MTAC (yessssss!!!), and the 2nd week gonna be dedicated to hopefully getting an apartment.

Then...when I come back from vacation...I will put in my 2 weeks notice at work.

So...I bet you are wondering why I am waiting this long before I quit my job. Well...that will be my deadline to get my license by. And yes people, I do plan on getting my license! I'm not gonna fail again! Plus, right now I do need to hang onto my insurance a little bit more, because I need it so I can afford getting my wisdom teeth out. They don't hurt anymore, but if I wait anymore I have a feeling I'm gonna regret it. Plus it will probably put me out of work for 2 weeks. Who knows.

But yes people, I finally have a plan.

See....RESOLVE!!!

Happy new year to all of you. I hope that 2009 is a great one this year...2008 was pretty much hell for me. But I'm ready to start a new year. My goals are to lose 30 pounds, get my license (finally!), and move into my own apartment! This is my resolve!!!!

Oh yes...I cannot get enough of the japanese drama Hana Kimi. It is so hilarious to watch...and I have a teensy crush now on this man.



Mizushima Hiro (better known as Nanba-senpai). Damn, he is so fine. :D :D

Thank you fencer_x!

Ok so...I had recently applied for a new job position at work, as a training/QA lead. Well I got taken into a meeting today with my supervisor, which I thought was going to be an interview for the job.

NOPE.

She proceeds to tell me how much of a sucky job I am doing about coming back from breaks and lunches on time.

WTF???

OK, so I can understand that it was going on for the first couple of months, but I have been timing myself and making sure I was coming back on time. And they tell me this news today!?!?!

OMG. My confidence level has been pretty much busted. I HATE MY DAMN JOB SO MUCH. I wish it would rot in hell.

But I am still due for an interview. But if they tell me that I don't get the job, then I will be putting in my 2 weeks notice. Don't get me wrong, I love all the people I work with, but just hate the work environment. You pretty much get burnt out after working at the same place for nearly 4 years. I've plainly just had it. I don't even care if I find another job quickly afterwards or not. I deserve a break...a long one.

Sorry about the cussing, lol. I never get too riled up but I just had to vent. You would do the same thing if you were in my shoes.

*Sigh* I feel better now. Screw the frickin "no candy" rule I put on myself. I'm in desperate need of chocolate. I don't even care how bad my wisdom teeth hurt.

Why does it seem that everything that I try to do leaves me all confused and depressed?

I'm hoping to get some sort of confidence booster if I do get this new job. I've had some encouragement...but then again there are others from my work telling me that it's not the job I want or there are procedures that they are not doing anymore.

WTF? It seems that they want me to be even more unhappy than ever.

Oh well...but I have been looking for other jobs here in town. No luck though.

*sigh* Everything seems to go downhill. I have no idea what I even want anymore.

I have applied for a new position at my job today...as a QA/Training Lead. This is the first new job position that I have signed up for and am not changing my mind about. Hopefully things work out and I get it...but I hope it's not a night position. Otherwise, I would have to turn it down.

fingers crossed, everyone! :D

I've been working only emails for 3 weeks now. I'm training new level 3s for the next two weeks. Things are less stressful...for now, at least.

Oh yeah...my paycheck from last week was WICKED AWESOME. I checked it out, and in totsl...overtime and regular hours...I worked 98 hours in 2 weeks.

*falls over*

WHOA.

Work has been sucking more and more and more. I had actually made a plan to quit my job this weekend...but personal reasons stopped me. One...insurance. Two...money. And three...the fact that my dad is having a hard time finding a job and being able to pay the bills. He had a talk with me and asked me if I could help out with paying some of the bills. So now with rent and my cell phone, I now pay the cable bill. Fun times...but I don't mind helping out.

But I have been working lots and lots of mandatory overtime lately...so I am making plans to put some of the money away toward...a possible trip to Florida to see Eyeshine perform! I'm hoping I can get a weekend off to go. But I have also started to plan to save up for MTAC 2009 as well...I am soooo looking forward to this.

So...positive thoughts!

I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE BEING ON VACATION!!! :D

'Nuff said.

Ah...I love 3 day weekends. But when 3 day weekends start on July 4th, they get interesting. Such as the fact that I ended up staying awake until 3 am because my neighbors behind us were shooting fireworks that sound like cannons.

And today...it is almost 2:00 in the afternoon...and those same neighbors are still shooting fireworks!

Sigh.

I cannot wait until vacation!! Only about a week of work left! :D